Choosing between friendship and love (Ohno, OC, Nino) =Prt1&2=

AUTHOR NOTE: I always wanted to write this kind of fanfic, but everytime i started construsting my words to type, my mind get blank! I still don't know what will happened next, in the future of this fanfic i've made.. But i hope minna wants it, i don't mind if minna-san will give comments to it or suggest on what is the possible things that i can write.. And lastly, sorry for those wrong grammars and spelling, its not that perfect but i hope minna-san will understand it.. 

PART 1

I see her standing beside him, when I see them together I felt like my heart is exploding..

It’s been a year since I first laid my eyes on her, a year passed but still I haven’t told her what Im feeling about her, Im afraid to admit it, im afraid that she might turn me down, im afraid of rejection.

Im Satoshi Ohno, and I admit that when it comes to this matter, im afraid.. Among the five of us, im the only one who’s really afraid that someone might reject me or no one accept me as who I am.

“Ohno-kun..” as she walked near me, having this kind and gentle smile that makes my heart melt. I just looked at her, waiting her to go near me, seats beside me and talk to me. “Daijoubu?” she ask me with a concern look when she seated at my right side, I still looked at her, long paused before I gave my response, “Daijoubu desu..” I say feeling like im going to melt whenever she talks to me like that, she having concern to me. I know she really do cares about us, the five of us, I know that because she is our assistant manager not just assistant manager but also our friend, our princess..

“Sou ka.. You seems so quite this past few days..” as she says, still looking at me with those eyes, those eyes with concern look. I looked away, hide those eyes that might betrayed me, Aya seems to know us or just can tell whether we’re on a good mood or if there’s something wrong by just looking at us, observing, she’s good at it. “I just.. just don’t feel like talking..” I answer her, it seems my answer doesn’t satisfy her after all. I know that she wants to answer back, but when Aiba pop up on somewhere, intruding our conversation. “Aya-chan!!” as he says with that genki appearance. Aya looked at him, she smiles, I know it. Aiba kept on calling her with her first name, with ‘chan’ on it at the end, he calls her that way since we first met her, but she says that everyone calls her that way. Actually im the first one who met her, even before we met her, I met her somewhere but I know that she didn’t recognize me because at first she doesn’t know us, doesn’t know me.. “Looked..” as Aiba handed him a paper, i don’t know what is written on it but Aya’s eyes go wide, it’s like she’s amazed on what she saw. “Sugoii..!!” Aya exclaimed, looking at Aiba with those wide smile, the smile that looks so cute and I can’t resist looking at her with those, it makes me feels happy too. Aiba just bounced, jumping all around the room while saying loud enough, “Arashi’s no.1! Arashi.. Arashi.. Arashi no.1.” Jun together with Sho-kun and Nino go near us, looking at that paper Aiba handed to Aya awhile ago that makes Aiba and Aya feel so happy, and smile like that. There eyes went wide to, and soon smile planted on there faces, Jun and Sho hug each other, while Nino seats beside Aya to look closely at the paper seeing that it doesn’t deceive him. Aya took the paper on the hands of Nino and handed to me, “Look..” as she says, still smiling, the rest looked at me also seeing that im kinda clueless on what is happening around. I took it, read, and I see numbers, rankings, and I see the name ‘Arashi’ on top, on number one spot, and I read the heading, loud enough to hear them “Top selling album..” I can’t believed it, before we released it, we do so many promotions, during those shows we do our best to promote this, our newest album entitled ‘Dream A Live’. My eyes, I felt like something warm coming on my eyes, and before I turned around knowing that tears might fall, its too late.. In front of them, in front of Aya tears falls on my eyes. Aya took her handkerchief on her bag, offer it to me and says with those humble voice and with happiness on it, “Omedettou..” and smiled at me. I took her handkerchief, she in return smile, she soon face the other and greet them as well, “Omedettou, minna-san! Everyone works hard, I know it..” as she says. Everyone, including me says thank you to her, we know that she works hard also, doing her best for us.

“Yosh!” as Jun exclaimed, a big smiled plastered on his face, “Sho-kun will treat us to dinner!” as he says pointing to Sho. “Eh?!!!” as Sho protest, knowing that Jun says that HE will treat them to dinner, he wants to say no and says that they will treat them next time and instead Jun will treat them because he is the one who says it but, “Ok.. I’ll treat everyone to dinner” as he says. Aiba once again bounced, jumping all around, he also drag Nino around and they bouced together. “Ok.. everyone we need to go now, its getting late after all, unless minna don’t want to eat dinner for free” as Sho smirk at everybody, making me and everyone panic. We ready ourselves for leaving, arrange the things that is not in place. Sho and Aiba was the first one to leave the room praparing the car that we will be needing, but we know that car only suited 5 people inside ne? So i think we need to take two so it's Nino's car and Aiba-chan's car that we will be using because they are the only two who brought car with them today. Next to leave the room was Jun followed with Nino, Nino called Aya to go with them but Aya says that she will wait for me. Me, im kinda slow so I left behind, no! I forgot, Aya is also here, ‘she's waiting for me..’ as I say at the back of my mind, seeing her near the door, standing and waiting for me. “Ohno-kun, hayaku.. They will leave us..” as she says.. I walk near her, no I think I run to go near her.We walk together, way to the elevator until to the parking lot which leads us to where everyone is.

We soon reach the parking lot, few cars left at the parking lot so we easily saw Aiba and the rest. "Ohno, here.." i see Aiba pointing to his car with right hand and using his left hand waving at us. So I'll be riding with Aiba's car. Aya go near to Ninomiya's car where he will take her ride. Nino opened the front door for Aya to go inside, and close it as soon she was sitted. I see Aya smiled at Nino, and Nino smiling at Aya. Everyone's ready to leave.. They start the engine and after a minute, we leave. Aya, Sho and Nino on Nino's car, while me, Jun and Aiba on Aiba's car.

I seated at the back seat, why am i always at the back seat not in the front seat anyway? Im the leader after all.. But, i want to protest that Jun will switch seat with me but i remember that scene, when Nino is opening the front seat to Aya, they smiling to each other. I feel like.. like.. I can't explain but it feels like my heart is crashing into two and it makes me hurt. I know that this day, this time after hearing the great news about us having the top selling album i need to be happy, but im happy, but everytime i see that kind of scene it makes me hurt deep inside. Are they friends? Nino knows how i feel about her, does he likes her? We like her, i know that, but does Nino feels what i feel towards her?

..to be continue..

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AUTHOR NOTE: I know that this chapter is not that interesting, little by little those ideas are slowly, little by little is gone,, demo don't worry minna, im still working hard to put it peace by peace.. This chapter, as like what i've said is not that good, demo promised that i will be doing good for the next one.. gomen for my poor grammar and spelling..

PART 2

Im awake but my eyes doesn’t want to open, the alarm clock rings, I reached for it with close eyes, I search for it, reached for it, but at the end, “Ouch..!” as I said feeling the pain, hitting the hard floor. I open my eyes and find myself at the floor, lying. I soon stand myself, reached for the alarm clock and turn it off. I stretch my arms, do a big yawn and after that, I go to bed.. :D I don’t really care today, I have work, I know, but im not feeling good today. After the night ends, after the dinner ends, after we separated and say goodnight to each other, I just felt like im not in the mood for work today. Nothing really bad happens last night, we do have a good time last night, eating and drinking.. I think i drink hard last night that made me feel like this, not feeling well..

My phone rings, ‘step and go’ was the ringing tone; I know its either Aiba or Aya who set that ringtone on my cellphone. My hand is searching for my cellphone, as soon I reached it, I answer it, “Moshi moshi..” sleepy voice coming from me. “Ohayo, Ohno-kun!” as the girl next line greeted me, I know she is smiling, i can figure it out. “A.. Aya-chan” I soon opened my eyes, it went wide I know, I don’t expect her to call me, she doesn’t call me before except if she is searching for me because im late during shows, practices, meetings, etc. But now? What? I know we have our practice today, first rehearsal for our upcoming tour in 5 big domes in Japan. But I don’t feel like going to practice today. “Still having a hung- over?” as she asked, her voice, her gentle voice I always looking forward to hear it. Me with the rest except Aya drink last night, that makes me feel uncomfortable today, my head really hurts. “Um!” as I said, I don’t know if she calls the rest and ask them the same question, but I don’t care as long as I can hear her voice now, im happy, starting my day hearing the voice of the girl whom.. whom I admire and.. the girl who made me feel those feelings.. “Sou ka..” as she says, “Can you made it today?” I know she is pertaining to the rehearsal. I know she did a lot of arrangement for our practices, but.. but.. “Anou..” I think before I answer.. “Hai!” I soon answered. “Demo..” I heard at the next line, “Its if you don’t, I know you’re not in the mood after all, I’ll just as the choreographer and the rest that we’ll just start tomorrow.” long paused, at the back of my mind im happy, im happy because SHE cares but i know i made her dissapoint.. “Aya.. Anou.. It’s .. I can.." as I answer back, knowing that, her effort, I mean she is looking forward for this first day. “Daijoubu..I called them already, and I think they also have their hang-over” as she said, “Especially that Sho-kun” and she laugh, a teasing laugh I think, i didn't clearly imagine what Sho-kun did last night, all i know that he keep on singing Arashi song over and over again. “Arigatou..” as I said. “Your welcome, so ja~ see you tomorrow morning, ?” as she says with a happy voice. “Hai!” I answer back; smile can be seen on my face. “Just rest and do more sleeping if needed, tomorrow is a long day for us.." as she reminds me, that time, I don’t know what to say, I don’t want to end this conversation, I want to talk to her longer, talking to her makes my hang-over gone. But instead of it I just says, “Ja~” and soon the next line hang up.

I was there; lying on my bed for about an hour, an hour after Aya calls me. My mind is filled with her, am I obsessed? My mind is always filled with her, Aya. I open my cell phone, and type a text message..

Im now, thanks for the call a while ago. Sorry for drinking last night that made us at the end having a hang-over. I won’t be late tomorrow, promise!                 -Satoshi-

I send it.. And after 2 or 3 minutes, my phone received new message.

   Daijoubu,, Im glad your now, Minna-san is still not in the mood today, but im glad your now fine. Just stay at your house and rest, ? And I will count on you tomorrow, we’ll see you then.. Satoshi..                                                                    –Aya-

I smile.. I saw she calls me ‘Satoshi’ for the first time, I want it, I want to hear her calling me ‘Satoshi’. Tomorrow, I’ll ask her.. I’ll ask her to call me Satoshi..

...to be continue...